2009 is here and so is the cold wave, as temperatures dip down, the air seems a bit chillier than three days back and I haven’t had a morning breakfast for a fortnight . The Cold weather is not something that will lift anyone’s spirits, with no bright sunshine till three in the afternoon (even that is rare these days) a quarter of the day is soaked up in gloom, and then we have the nights which are longer and cold, curbing many of our co-curricular activities (which includes nothing important that is worth mentioning)…or you could say in other words that there is less action and sometimes more of mindless musings. So I sat back looking down the years gone by, contemplating about my sick life, how I get up every morning thinking what should I do for the whole day and the disgust I feel when I realize how big a loser I have been, how I waived goodbye at the opportunities that had come my way and how I blew the ones I took, how I can spend long hours doing absolutely nothing, how I try everyday to inject some discipline into my system, set some target in sight, a goal or anything to keep myself motivated with the real world , but all in vain….and this is what I do these days, I blog about by sorry saga, let people know how sick a person can be, well that’s how sick life is these days….and definitely thrs nothing new about this new year…it is exactly same as last year, and the year before…I have my same stupid routine…get up late, eat sleep, eat, get drunk, sleep, repeat …I am doing nothing anything about it. I don’t know whether I will have a job at the end of the semester, my department always reminds me of my sick grades, I can’t eat the filthy mess food and I can’t do a damn thing about…boy em frustrated...sorry guys nothing new about this new year for me… !!
Happy New Year to all!!!!
